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Rant

I just have to vent about something.

I’m helping my mom with her math homework. The first assignment is about calculating if turf or grass (ie real grass or fake grass) effects wins and losses in a baseball game. Its part of the Simpson’s Paradox. What the fuck relevancy does that have? Its bad enough its difficult but to make it about a stupid ass boring game that neither of us cares about makes in worse.

On top of that, even though it is an on-line class, you are still expected to do group work! You take on-line classes to avoid that shit! If you work a real job you can’t afford to camp out in front of your computer all damn day and night waiting for a response. No one is using the fucking discussion board anyway! You take that because you are busy and still want to continue your education, not be everyone’s fucking friend and do their work for them!

And don’t say “what about your phone! you carry that all the time!”

We’re a working class family. We don’t have the god damned money. Maybe if he related things money and other relevant everyday concerns I would not be nearly as pissed off.

The worse part is I am supposed to be helping her. I feel so fucking useless. I wish my shitty public school education was actually useful.

If I ever have kids, which seems more and more unlikely as time goes on, I am going to spend ever dime I have to send them to a private school. Because I want them to be better than me.

Never changes

Back in May, my asshole sister got out of jail. She did 5 and a half years for breaking into several houses in several counties in North Carolina and Virginia with her friends to trade the stuff they took for pain pills.

It almost drove my mom insane trying to keep contact with my sister’s kids. It was hurting her.

Now that my sister is out and got a sweet $15 an hour job through Goodwill, she is back on drugs again. And it looks like she’s going back to jail anytime now for violating her parole.

I don’t want my mom to go through this again but my sister is a hopeless sociopath. She has been staying with mom this whole time to “save money” for an apartment of her own but she has blown it all on drugs, booze and her new friends.

Part of me wishes that she had died in prison.

Rich people have no fucking clue.

A couple of weeks ago, I was talking to a friend/co-worker of mine named Jim about how my classes were going and then we were interrupter by some strange woman that I later found out was the boss’s wife!

She butted in and said “Excuse me, young man! You should write a letter to Dan Soucek because he will do more to save the New River than Virginia Foxx will!”

I was a little taken aback by her rude interruption and the irrelevance of her  statement but replied calmly and politely, “That’s because she’s and evil, rich capitalist and that how our society works… maybe.”

Even though she was basically ordering me to support a Democratic party candidate, she then busted into some Ayn Rand-loving bullshit speech about how important capitalists and without them civilization as we know it would come to and screeching, exploding halt. First she tried to tell me the difference between “good capitalists” and “bad capitalists”, which I easily shot down by reminding her of the fact that its all about making money, no matter who gets exploited in the process.

She then tried to bring up examples like Steve Jobs. I said that she is confusing smart people with rich people. Because Capitalists are just money men that unfortunately smart people have to go through. Jobs was a rare example of someone that didn’t have to.

She kept up though. “Well, think about you Ipad…” trying to get me to love rich people because of a gadget that I can’t afford. So, I interrupted her this time, “MY IPAD?! HA HA HA! Hey, Jim! Listen to this! ‘My Ipad!’ Look at me! I’m the millionaire who can afford an ipad and can afford to go see a doctor every time I get sick! HAHAHAHAHAH!”

In the end, I reminded her that she had no concept of what it was to be a member of the working class. Her husband makes $90,000 a year, plus full health benefits, PLUS a four figure bonus at the end of the year for keeping our operating costs low. He keeps operating costs low by keeping most of us at staring pay and denying us benefits like health insurance. So every year he and missus get to spend a week in Hawaii and my and the rest of blue collar scum get ramen for dinner.

I also told her that there is no such thing a “good capitalist”, just as the Republicans and the Democrats are two halves of the same party: The Elitist Wealth-Protection Rich Man’s Party. They may vary on things like abortion, gun control or the environment but at their core they only represent the interests or the wealthy elite. 

She just tried to blow me off by telling me that I was not old enough to understand. I told her that it doesn’t matter what your age, you know what its like to be hungry and have some asshole with everything to tell you to eat cake. What its like to be so hungry you can’t go to sleep. To be a school and drink as much water at the fountain as you can to keep your stomach from hurting. To feel like a rich man when your lucky enough to have a jar of peanut butter and a sleeve of saltine crackers.

She would never understand because she was born into money and she will die with money.

And boss’s wife or no boss’s wife, I gave her my speech I give any time some rich fuck thinks that daddy’s money makes him better than everyone that has to work for their own money. “One of these days there is going to be a revolution in this country; and people like me are going to string people like you up, and all of daddy’s money won’t save you then.”

Surprisingly I did not called into the boss’s office or punished.

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knittedorange:

To everyone who posted a response to ranting. I would reply to each of you, but since my computers are dead (currently on mah phone) and tumblr fucked over the missing e thing I can’t figure it out. 8C

The thing is, is that I feel like I have to knit it for her. She (and my uncle) bought my…

We all care. ;) Feel free to rant all you want. We will always make time for you, sweetheart.