“The Wolves of Saint August”

Hellboy vs Werewolves

No its not about me.

I often find solace in music. FM radio needs more respect as provider of it. To night I was driving home and one of the stations played three song that just made me feel at peace with the world. One by Pink Floyd and two by Bob Seger. Bob Seger songs as tragic as they are lyrically always put me in a good mood. It reminds me of when I was kid riding on the back of my parents’ cars as drove at night. It was just a warm feeling that put you at ease on a cold winter’s night. 

Its an odd feeling. But it is a nice one.

Sometimes I think my emotions are broken. 

I have known for some time that I am manic depressive. But, sometimes that does not explain some of the things I go through. Some times I cry for no reason and sometimes something happens that should upset me but doesn’t.

About 30 minutes ago my mother called me and told me that my great-aunt Polly had died. I don’t feel it yet, but I am sure that it will cause me to break down soon. It was kind of a forgone conclusion. Aunt Polly is 81 years old. Her health had been failing for some time. It was not that much of a surprise. I should feel upset right now because I loved aunt Polly to bits. Why do I not feel anything now? 

I am so fucked up that even I can’t believe it.

I am just typing something, anything here. I am in a state of mind that I can’t focus. I picked up a book and i could not bring myself to make sense of the words. I think that this is helping the situation tho. I feel restless but I don’t want to go anywhere. I feel the need for stimulation but I can’t focus. I feel lucid but everything seems to be going wrong. Oh, man. Its taking a lot of will power to get this down as it comes. 

I just took a shower and I think the water was too hot and it over heated me. Since I am running a temperature anyway it was probably not a good idea but it felt so good. I am definitely getting out of the house tomorrow. 

I don’t know what went wrong but baby something went wrong. 

I need jager god damn it.

ro-meenah:

OH MY GOD WHY?!

Because it is funny, that’s why!

I agree with this. I have to die eventually! This can’t last forever can it?!

Its like James O'Barr said once. This is just something to endure. The end of the race is the prize. 

Lord of the Rings Re-enacted by Ponies

This is funny as hell!

It stars Scootaloo as “Dodo Baggins”!

Toys!

This my “Dawn of the Dead” toy from Japan. I didn’t go there to get it, I just found it at a shop. Its of the character “Blades” played by Tom Savini of course. I have not brought myself to open it, I don’t want to ruin the Japanese packaging. How else will I prove it is from Japan? 

Truer words have never been spoken. Live and let live.