Some asshole dick-head cock sucker has hacked my account AGAIN and has been using it for spam!

I have contracted the moderators in an attempt to these sons of bitches from ruining my reputation here on Tumblr.

If you have received spam from my account, I appologize, it is beyond my control.

Thank you.

So anyway, I was walking home reading my favorite books. There was a football game at the stadium so obviously I headed in the opposite direction to escape the crowds of loud obnoxious football fans. 

But, it never fails when I walk the streets of Boone, someone has to scream something at me as the drive by. This time it was a football fan who yelled.

“Yeah! Read the shit out of that book, mother fucker!”

I suppose I could take that as encouragement. But, calling me a “mother fucker” probably was not necessary. 

I should have thrown a rock.

Today was my last day of work for this year. We are off util the 7th of January. Not that I mind having all most a full month off, but I will miss the money that I am not making. I’m not greedy, but I do have bills to pay. I have enough saved up to get me through. 

Today at work I had a surprise. A cop wanted to talk to me. About a week ago one of my bitchy co-workers lost her wallet. She was convinced that it was stolen. She took a full day off to get all her cards replaced and to file a police report. 

Don’t worry. I never touched it. I am paranoid that no matter how much of a lack of evidence there is, I always get blamed if something goes wrong. There is no evidence against anyone they said. Its just that cops make me nervous. The officer lady asked me all the details of what I did and where I was when it supposedly happened. She brought up that there was a theft in the last department that I worked in. I brought up the fact that only someone with a set of keys could have carried it out and I was not implicated in that crime either. She said that I was not a suspect or that they had anything against me. This is true because I still have my job and I am not under arrest. But when Pam told me that “someone” wanted to “talk to me” in Todd’s office, and that “someone” turned out to be a cop, my heart almost stopped. 

My friend Phil will hopefully be transferring out of the department that he is in. This means his position will come open and it will most likely be full-time permanent position. It will essentially the same job I had when I started. But the hours and pay will be more to my liking and when people are mean to me, at least they are up front about it. 

I had a bad experience at work yesterday. 

My two co-workers, who have been becoming more clique-y and more exclusive toward me, started talking about one of our other co-workers and how great she was. They talked about how hard a worker she was and how they “didn’t have to tell her anything”, and how they could not wait for her to come back. So? Does that mean I am doing a bad job? 

I replaced this girl because she took time off from work because she was surprised to find out that she was 8 months pregnant! How does someone not notice that?!

Anyway, she was gone for and indeterminate amount of time and I could not get along with my current co-worker because he was a lazy, racist asshole. So, I took over her spot. I got along alright with everybody. I made my share of first timer mistakes, but I was praised up and down by my other co-workers and supervisors. They told me I worked much harder than her and kept the work area spotless. 

The two others I work with make me deal with the day to day running of the place and deal with the unwashed masses of humanity that shuffle through everyday while they do prep work in the back… and gab and gossip! They get away with the easy stuff and won’t let me learn how to do it in order to make sure that only they can do. They go on “field trips” together to get supplies and are gone for what seems like hours. They won’t come out to the front to help me, but then bitch at me if it is not perfect. 

Then they pull some shit on how much they liked that girl better, and how much they just loved working with her. I asked outright if that meant I was doing a shitty job and wanted me gone. They didn’t give me a straight answer. I am starting to dread work because of this. But, I brought it up with two different supervisors and a lady who has worked there for close to 20 years and they all said that I had nothing to worry about and that they would not return me to my old position with they douche bag.

On the bright side, two people are retiring and one is transferring. That means that people will be shuffled around and there will be new jobs to be had. I hope that I can transfer back down to the basement. Those people are bitchy but they are upfront about. It is nothing that I had not put up with from them for the last 5 years. 

I just want to get on as a permanent from a temporary. Any hell the give me will be well worth $12.50 a hour with full state employee benefits. I have endured much worse for much less to show for it.